How do I continue without your support...

  Airasia`s flight ticket price from Tokyo Haneda Airport to Kuala Lumpur is still too expensive for me, need around RM1000, I am so depressed right now, every moment I have now. And I also don`t get reply from Seki, this actually continue become much demotivates as day pass. What can I do now? It`s less than 30 days to the day I fly to Tokyo, however I haven`t get my schedule done yet, I also haven`t get the flight ticket back from Tokyo to Malaysia. What can I do now... fuck man fuck... I`m so down now everyday, cause I really don`t know what can I do to turn it over... Seriously!!! Just this is left, the flight ticket, I need promo price...!!!