NO.RISKS.ALLOWED

  It seems that my life is a no-risks-allowed type. I can`t "live" without my uncles.

  Don`t get me wrong, I`m not depending on them, instead, I`m not allowed to live without their orders and unkindly words. They always give me a lot of words to listen. It`s good, I know, they are telling their experiences to me, I gain something even though I`m just listen, to their harshful-past-life-experiences. I have no comments for them, but they always giving me comments.

  I sleep late, but wake up at 12pm, what`s wrong with that? I`m not working now, I`m not studying now, I`m having my HOLIDAY and I do help in my shop every afternoon, I just sleep a little bit late, I`m not playing computer games from afternoon until 3am mid night, I`m not going out to meet friends every day every night, why is this so, Very guilty huh? Common I`m not the only one who do this ok? Don`t bind me up with something you`re not willing to do to your child weih, I`ve been your puppet ever since I graduated from PEI YUAN, then you all send me to Mega-lanjiao-tech, saying that take E&E, take Diploma in Megatech here and go UK for Degree, then I come out and become a professional Engineer, after all, this is my most shameful decision yet in my life.

  Now UK degree is not recognised by local government, I`m truly shit-out when I found this truth. I handed my life to them, thought they are REALLY can help me, but I`m wrong, this is my fault, for 100% believing in them, however there`s one uncle who has been really helping me out at all the time, although he scolded me a lot, but he`s the best uncle among 4 of them, Uncle Ah Bee, I really respect him and do what he said now, maybe it`s because the difference of our ages are not too much. The others? listen is enough, do? fark it. Their words are not worth to believe with, must think before and after they speak any shit things, course they only know to critic me in front of my father, such a sucker. Now I have nowhere to go, I`m just hope that MMU can accept my shit results.

  Why I get shit results? Of course it`s mt fault. I listened to them, they told me, pass is ok already, pass is ok already, everything will be alright. My fault for totally listening to them, and not trying to aim for better score. It`s my fault.

  ok done for today, conclusion is, it`s my fault that handed my future to the others` hand. Yes it`s my fault.