Reply from KBU....?!

  I`ve put inside all my documents and application form into an envelope, and sent to KBU by using Pos Laju`s service. Now few days have passed, the reply from KBU is they haven`t receive my envelope, and I was like WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope one day, I can play this by myself

If The World Ends Tomorrow

<3

<3 Mika Nakashima <3

Common Mistakes in English - It's vs. Its

  It`s and Its, I bet a lot of people has been confused by these two words. I do. @@

  So here I found a website that clearly defines the It`s and Its.

  Behold.


http://www.its-not-its.info/


  Good night. 咳咳

To adapt to the environment

  At the moment, I will not change my mind, to become adapt to the environment. I still want to enjoy and live on what I`m living now. No matter what, whatever the situations and matters they are, I just think that it`s not the right time for me, I haven`t made up my mind yet. When the time has come, I will not be the same person anymore, but a person who will do whatever just to achieve something I want and make people jealous on me. I`m waiting to strike.

I love this!!!

hahaha it`s so funny... XD

羊儿咩咩叫

 Meh..., Meh...., Mehhhhhhhhh Merry Christmas!!!

Mantoletum

  用了Mantoletum 的产品，脸。。。少了皱纹！！！！！！！就是显得我很老的那个部分，没有了！！！wow~~~ 现在我亲身体验了化妆的神奇功效！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！天啊！！！！！

  可是不懂是我的用法错误还是皮肤敏感，我用第三次后，就是现在，wow, 脸上出现微微的红点，可是没有痒。前两次用后脸都没有洗过，一直到第二天或晚上冲凉的时候才洗。不懂用法对不对呢@@ 下次去找找 Mantoletum 的店问问使用方法吧 ^^



  Edited: Ok so 刚才我去洗了洗脸。。。发觉皱纹又回来了 T.T 可是没那么明显和严重～看来是不能洗脸的。。。。@@

Jen-san no sai shin targeto

  Jen-san no sai shin targeto wa, Mika-chan no concerto iki masu. Solewa taisetsu no mono desu. Now what  I want to do is go work in Genting Casino, earn up to RM6600 within 4 months. I hope I achieve this target, and then fly myself to Japan, and attend one of Mika-chan`s Japan tour concert 2013...

  I must do this, this is my most important target in 2013.

  :)

  Ikuse ikuse Jen-san~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!

This little girl Rifa...

She has an awesome sound, truely awesome! I have no words to describe her... and I`m jsut know that she has already been doing live performances! OMG... more awesomeness!!!

@。@～～～～～～

留着长头发的我,那时候的我,感觉不怎么怀念,只是...感觉长头发的我特别帅...

First post after come back from HK

  First post after I came back from HK. During the time when I was in HK, I kept a lot of notes in my phone  which I planned to post in blogspot...

  At the moment, I feel unhappy about something, but it`s not really a thing, however, just unhappy with something, and I dont even know what is it. Sadness. Haiz.

有道理。。。

Go Chikorita

Chikorita uses FLY

:P

Going to Sepang soon!

  Ok i`m going to Sepang in 3hours` time, then i will wait for the 6am plane at KLIA, soooo...... HK here I come!!! GIFTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS COME TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! XD

  See you again on Dec 18 Blogspot!

facebook time

  ‎五月天 阿信：


人生中有些快樂，就像剛炸好的薯條

，
雖然有點小罪惡，但最好... 趁熱趕快享用。

After took the pills (part 2)

  吃了药后，其实是咳嗽药水在作怪，使我变得虚弱，而不是想睡觉，搞到我很矛盾，虚弱到。。。。

咳嗽的后果

  其实基本上咳嗽是没有后果的。。。只是吃了咳嗽药后就会很累，累到想睡觉。。。xD

zz

  after eat pills feel so fcking lazy sleepy and tired... gg

One of the most popular stuff nowadays

  Let me ask you a question, do you know what is the HOTTEST stuff beyond Kampar and KL essssspecially students from UTAR recently? I bet you`re fcking know it if you do have a facebook account, well that`s it, the from-infamous-turned-into-superrrrrrrrrr-hot UTAR Confessions.

  I found it when a friend of mine commented on the page`s post and it shown up in my news feed. Well at first I was like "what the fuck is this page". After I read some of the latest post, I found it interesting. It is because of that a lot of people are sharing their love story, it`s interesting to see how people get into relationship. And then there are a lots of underage stuffs, and some are really extra disgusting, and perverted, and.... i dont know what to say already. @_@

  Oh and another thing, Mayday`s 2013 concert in Malaysia has started the promotion already, I WANT TO GO LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT HAVENT FOUND ANY COMPANION YET..........................QAQ

wahhh

  today so early woke up already, sum more yesterday so late sleep, wah today actually gg very much.

so morning after fetch my brother go out, then i had breakfast with my youngest brother at mcd. Upon got back, i dont feel wannt sleep very very much so i just help in the shop (mum ask @_@) but then at 10.30am, i really feel tired until cannot tahan, so I just sleep on the sofa, and then i had a dream.....

  The dream is a ghost story dream, which i had before, and it`s exactly the same. I woke up at 12.30pm, i was woke up to the ai fm`s 12pm story telling moment, i think my dream was triggered by the story as it was 司徒发证`s ghost story.... LOL well that dream is awesome, actually I also not very sure whether I had the dream before or not............ @_@  but i still can rememebr that it is a great adventure, awesome ghost dream.
 
  Today sleep early, sien dou boom, hai gam geh... and becoz today really very veyr tired @@ night night

hey.... wtf mixpod

  Mixpod has become gg... lol no music in my blog already :( sad

fell in love with Taylor Swift

  我是从听她的 Love Story remix album 认识她的， Taylor Swift, 当时准备了这个专辑去云顶做工来听到，觉得没什么。过后听了更多她的歌，觉得她咬字很正确，哦！是英国人啊！了不起，可是她的歌曲有点。。。特别，过后了解了原来她是唱乡音音乐的。

  还好吧，对她的印象，就…口红很红。@@ 直到她今年的歌曲，她令我感到吸引的地方就是当我在驾车时听收音机的歌曲时，听到了这首歌 We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together, 我惊讶极了，她唱流行曲非常好听，很吸引我！虽然她还是涂着很红的口红。。。哈哈可是吸引力大增@_@ 过后最近有时有时会听到这首歌 Both of Us , 她只唱歌曲几段几段罢了，可是她唱到很好很好听，我最最最最最喜欢的 part 是她慢慢唱出 STRONG 的时候，wow...真的棒极了。。。可以说非常适合我的 taste! 我的意思是对象啦。。。XD <3 Taylor Swift!

哈哈！

  其实小弟弟用相机的快拍功能拍了200++照片…看起来就像是短片一样，我不想放fb, 刚刚想到不如放这里。。。哈哈 good ah! 明天才放，有趣，有趣。。。 ngek ngek ngek ^^

  跟陌生或是刚认识的女生聊天真的将辛苦？还是要让她们觉得比较 ok 的感觉很难？也不是要泡妞，可能要认识久一点就可以正常一点。。。LOL

刚刚

*現在就是出發點。人生是每天不斷的歷練。*

*人生是一場自我歷練，也是不計失敗的歷練……*

*我的將來就從現在開始*

刚刚在fb 看到一个故事，share 一下

【堅強活下去的日本奇女子 - 大平光代】

她在十四歲時試圖切腹，自殺獲救後卻向下沉淪。十六歲時當上黑道的角頭夫人，在暗黑世界裡生活了六年。二十二歲時在酒廊上班，卻遇見改變她一生的恩人。二十九歲時通過日本的司法特考， 現在三十四歲，是專門處理少年事件的女律師 。 

*同學欺辱老師冷漠相待* 

最近走進日本書店，常看見一本書被放在入口的顯眼位置，甚至窗玻璃上都貼滿這本書的海報，書名很簡單——《活下去》，作者大平光代是她父母年近不惑才產下的獨生女，從小備受寵愛， 雖然父母都在上班，卻有個慈祥的祖母天天等她放學。

初一時光代轉學到離家較遠的學區，以便和祖母同住。太平日子沒多久，某天她竟不小心得罪班上混不良的「大姊大」，從此全班沒有人敢和光代講一句話，她陷入完全孤獨的處境。

不僅如此，班上同學開始在人前人後罵她，在課桌上刻污辱她的言語，甚至趁她離開教室時將她的學用品扔進垃圾桶……。

有一天光代上廁所時，突然一盆冷水由天而降，她渾身哆嗦打開門，等在外面的卻是一群圍著她叫罵「溼老鼠」的同學……。光代受盡同學欺凌卻不敢報告冷峻的導師，也不敢告訴父母，怕的是遭到同學更惡劣的報復。

她開始稱病不肯上學，直到母親再三逼問，她才不得已道出實情。激動的光代父親翌日立即向老師和校長抗議，三天後導師來電告知光代一切都解了，請她安心上學。 

光代依言在次日進入導師辦公室，卻見到那個「大姊大」同學冷冰冰的站在導師身旁，等著和她握手「言和」。光代永遠記得當時她握到的那隻濕黏的手，和導師一副無所謂的表情……。 

結果當然一切都沒有解決，光代進了教室，繼續當全班的眼中釘和階下犬。升上初二重新分班，光代好不容易才擺脫「大姊大」，也交到兩三名好友，她以為自己終於苦盡甘來了。 

第二學期伊始，光代突然在放學後被一群同學留下來「批鬥」，人群中有三個冷笑的身影，竟然是光代自以為交到的知心好友！

*自殺不成走上黑暗之路* 

光代在同學喊「去死！」的叫聲中奔逃回家，想到她的人生真是到達絕境了！光代刺破手指，用鮮血寫下遺書，記入所有傷害她的同學姓名，擺進抽屜，便出門攔了一輛計程車坐到偏遠的河岸，在草叢中掏出水果刀，朝自己腹部刺去。

她以為最激烈的手段是切腹，卻不知方法，連著自刺五刀，已經鮮血橫流卻意識猶在。光代不覺恐懼，微弱的呼喊救命，直到一對男女由橋上經過，才慌忙叫救護車送她去醫院。

光代撿回一命，在治療過程中卻嚐極大痛苦，她覺悟自殺實在太不值得了，不但沒有達到報復他人的目的，反而全報復到自己身上呢！身體復原後，光代又接到一個可怕的消息，原來她父母和學校交涉的結果，竟是要她回到同一個班，再面對同樣的老師同學……。

光代反抗無用，更得不到師友同情，還被當嘲笑把炳。她開始逃學，在街上遊蕩，出入青少年娛樂場所，結果認識了一群同是逃家，卻靠剽竊、勒索和飆車度日的不良少年男女。他們教光代抽煙，吸強力膠，出入男女亂交場所……，光代只要有人對她親切，便不顧一切豁出去了。偶而返家要錢，光代竟對母親拳打腳踢，搗毀家具，母親只是躲在角落哭泣，既不敢還手也不叱罵……。 

到了十六歲時，光代竟然當上日本稱為「暴力團」的某黑道組織的老大夫人。雖然是「大姐級」，那些四五十歲的黑道幹部哪肯把十六歲的光代放在眼裡。光代為了爭取認同，竟忍受極大的痛楚讓人在背上刺入大片刺青，成為永遠的烙印。 

*碰上貴人激起上進心* 

光代的婚姻只維持六年，離婚後她仍輾轉風塵，直到有一天她上班的酒廊了一位客人，仔細一看竟是童年時常抱她在膝上玩的父親好友。雖然光代躲躲藏藏，這位大平先生仍然一眼認出濃妝豔抹的她，臨走前並約她一定要找機會談談。

光代不情願的赴約，聽的就是大平先生講的人生道理，她既不耐又口出不遜，大平先生卻不放棄，依舊每周約光代懇談，直到光代逐漸回心轉意，最後她離開風塵，決定重新做人。光代的學歷只有初中畢業，求職四處碰壁，當她心灰意冷時，大平先生鼓勵她何不考個資格，光代半信半疑開始讀書，參加補習班。然而她的基礎太差，許多漢字都得由字典查起，可說事倍功半。但是在大平先生安慰下，光代一鼓做氣，竟然在三年內通過不動產仲介士考試，並考上代書資格。 

光代並不以此為滿足，雖然父母原諒了她，但是她無法忘記當年不把她當人看的同學。大平先生告訴她，爬到人生的頂峰就是對那些人最好的報復，結果光代立志參加司法官和律師考合一的「司法試驗」。 

當時她只是不知，原來司法試驗是全日本最難的考試。日本的司法試驗雖然沒有限定學歷，但如果不是在大學修滿相關學分，得先參加一個「檢定考」。光代為了免除檢定考，唯有參加大學的通信教育課程， 

但是她又沒有高中學歷，只能拼命惡補，由基礎英語和數學唸起，最後終於取得通信課程入學資格。 其後光代更發奮圖強，在兩年內修滿必要學分，好不容易才到達司法試驗的「入口」。就在光代的人生漸上軌道時，突然傳來她父親得末期癌症的消息。

光代驚痛之餘，更決心要在父親餘生考上律師執照，以報親恩。她除了睡覺時間外全部用來唸書，就是做家事時也戴耳機，背誦自己朗讀教科書的錄音帶。這是一段冗長痛苦的日子，但是最光代締造了奇蹟，她在半年內連過三關，通過司法試驗的一般考、論文考和最終口試，時年二十九歲，不久光代的父親也含笑而逝。 

*考上律師回饋少年犯* 

兩年的受訓期間結束後，光代在三十一歲正式取得日本律師資格，她以協助不良少年為職志，不但擔任少年犯辯護，還作家庭調查和出院更生。雖然日本少年犯的再犯率很高，但是光代認為她只要救了十人中一個人，便達到目的了。光代不以自己的過去做為向不良少年的「口頭示範」，她認為唯有在少年下定決心重新起步時，才是她說出自己故事的最佳時機。

日本讀賣電視台曾為大平光代做過一個專輯，最後光代背對鏡頭，毅然亮出大片刺青……。記者問她為何不削去刺青，她卻說這是一生背負的十字架，不想塗掉自己的過去，也才能隨時警惕自己對他人伸出援手。

大平光代最喜歡的一段話，是日後成為她養父的大平先生送的：

*現在就是出發點。人生是每天不斷的歷練。* 

*人生是一場自我歷練，也是不計失敗的歷練……* 

*我的將來就從現在開始* 

感想：真的很厉害，她那份坚持和毅力是非常强大的，我觉得功劳是家人给她的动力吧，这3句话也很有道理，必须植入我的脑部，我要一生受用。

今天是星期二

  虽然刚过了十二点我还是叫今天是星期二！好今天终于都过了，也买了星期六去吉隆坡的火车票，嗯…哎呀今天下午出去的时候忘记了去复印 transcript, 没关系明天晚上和慧双出去的时候才复印吧～ 上个星期日的时候阿贤哥将要去新加坡，突然到，所以今天就约他出来吃东西顺便买票，也顺便约了能出来的凯政和精爷去金沙吃午餐～

  回家打信过后搞定～6点很有mood就和弟弟玩拍照，过后玩 Just Dance Summer Party, 一跳 Mambo No.5 就woohoo~~ 真的很喜欢跳这首歌XD 气喘，不行了，先跳着两首歌先～

  时间过得真快。。。一下子就1.30am 了，等下早上载大弟弟出去，他和朋友考完试去云顶玩，我就和小弟弟去McD 吃早餐 XD

  去了这个星期六的教育展回来就要开始认真收拾去香港的衣物了，回来后就要过2013了～时间觉得过得好快，觉得我的思想变得更老了... 囧

Every night.

  Every night, the same shit happens. I dont want to sleep, but I got nothing to do, i want to sleep but I dont want to sleep. Enough said. Oh got a letter to type tomorrow, it`s for the  村长，fck it`s annoying... I dont wanna do it larh.

时间，不多了

  怎么说呢？时间，每天都不多。每天都只有24小时，对每个人来说都不一样，而这个是我的部落格，当然是说我自己的时间啦。。。

  每天早上起身出去帮忙一下，午饭后见没什么人就躲进客厅玩 Pokemon Black 2，晚饭时间吃晚饭，晚饭过后开电脑打DotA 2, 打到三更半夜。过去两三个星期的生活大概就是这样子，只是有几天是例外的罢了。

  我喜欢 Pokemon, 对game更是喜欢。（废话*o*）不过Pokemon Black 2 除了它的基本游戏流程以外，它就不是一个普通的游戏了。正统的Pokemon 游戏是关于，你训练你喜欢的Pokemon,你使它变强，过后你用它去与其他人的Pokemon对战。游戏本身的对手当然是能够轻易地对付，如果是真人的话…那你会觉得很纳闷。因为他们是专门去训练力量，体力，速度，或是防御，所以是非常难对付。好像讲得很复杂，其实就像，你去赛跑，和一个国手赛跑，那你是不是一定输？当然啦。。。

  要赢是可以的，付出同样代价吧。得一直专注的训练，对我来说是很闷的事情。。。所以我已经不是很有心想玩，只是不玩，又有点对不起自己，唉。其实也可以用懒一个字来概括的。

  12月了，这个星期去教育展，过后就去香港，回来就剩不多时间就2013了。世界末日，越接近它，就越觉得无稽之谈到极限…干。

  这个星期去吉隆坡的东西都还没准备呢， troll。想和朋友一起去玩，出街，可是就是没有，不然就只有星期六才得空，每天在家很闷，很闷。。。做着同样的东西重复着，一样闷，一样闷。。。当然我现在最想的就是开学！！！

让我开学！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

昨晚的梦，是个很有潜质的故事！要写下来

  Pokemon + 邪恶计谋 + 异形 + 飞船 + 宇宙战舰 + 故事 + 恐怖

忘了最重要的反派是谁！！顶。。。希望今晚继续那个梦！！！我可以出小说了哈哈哈因为这个梦真的很精彩

咳咳

  说真的真的是clubbing 回来了后就发烧了，严格来说是推迟一天才发烧。。。因为我真的没有吐过。

  我这个人如果喝了很多酒而想吐而不给我的胃吐出来的话，我会很辛苦。一来，那是一种“热”，熬夜的热，在酒精的帮助下我有机会把它给吐出来是好事来的，可是想耍威就不给它吐出来，唉真是自己折磨自己。搞到星期一早上拉肚子，痛到要死，结果过后就发觉生病了。可是由于当时情形还不差我以为休息一下就没事的，怎知星期一晚上一直作吐作吐的样子，很不舒服，直到星期二和精爷去修理他的打印机，病就烧起来了。连续几天都不是很舒服，而且我星期一又有被太阳晒到所以一直打喷嚏，而这场病也使我咳个半死，咳咳咳，今天还咳到胸口下内侧痛，咳一下痛一下不过还好现在没事了，总之今天下午很难受一下不过还好已经结束了可是还是有点点痛的感觉。
 
  下个星期 PWTC 有 Edu Fair, I`m going there to look for any University that I can enter to continue my study. Study... I want to study. Oh hi, December 21.

Clubbing at S.O.S.

  It was December 24, 2012, I went out with 3 girls (friends, all friends) which one of them was just met on that day. We first went to the Sky Lounge for the cosplay show, I thought there would be a lot of people. But in fact, there was no much people as it was raining heavily at 8pm, so we decided to move on, unexpectedly we decided to go to S.O.S., a new clubbing hot spot in Ipoh old town.

  It was good there, they have dance performances, the feel is good. Well I`m with 3 girls hahaha lol. Overall is good, but I don`t feel enough, I didn`t want to hook up with a girl there. It was strange for any normal male (i`m not a gay kay...). The reasons are: I am the driver I have the responsible to send them back safely, I cant be drunk. I am the only male here I have to look over them I cant just go out and have fun. Well those 2 reasons are kinda bullshitttssssssss the real reason should be, I`m dont have mood to get any girls and dance together, feel boring, I need my bros here with me, feel sad, cause the bros I need are no longer real bros, in other words, I`ve lost them, I missed them. I walked out to the pool, around the pool, I just stood at there, closed my eyes, enjoyed being boom by the musics around me. It`s been a long time since last time I had this, it feels fcking awesome... my whole body was being boomed by the clubbing musics, if I can get drunk that night, it will become the best of the best! Woohoo!

  Here`s some photos of that night :)

 Ms.Siew Fong

 sexy back...XD @siew fong LOL

Mr.Ninja 

I feel that I looks like the Nega-Green Goblin Junior in this picture hohoho

  I didn`t took much photos as I dont have a good handphone with better camera spec... so next time, until I get the ok-phone... Troll, haha wanna go S.O.S. again!

yesterday

  结果今天一直玩 Pokemon Black 2... 因为下雨所以比较少人来店里，所以就没有什么出去帮忙了。。。不是我不要出去帮忙，我只是叫我弟弟一起出来帮忙，不能纵惯他，放假要做工！

Some feeling sopsop*

  昨天因为夜夜都不想将"早"去睡觉，于是在电脑里 click click click 看回第一代的 Digimon, 日语原版的。因为觉得剧情交代得很慢于是便打快打快地看，刚刚终于看完了。感觉就是。。。太一与伙伴们要回到现实世界的那一幕真的是很感人，加上配乐效果拔群～有点想哭哭的感觉，因为与阿古兽他们离别的这一幕的确很感人的。肚子饿了，可是去睡觉，累了哈哈哈明天又会忙一整天～

Cool Video ^^

Wii U

A common topic is coming up next

  Tonight I will be posting an article about a topic which many people were talking about, but they stopped when it`s getting near, it`s easy to know what is it as there`s only 1 month left to the event. Yes, the famous "The End of the World".
  But there will be no prophecy tips or bla bla bla, just my opinion and some thoughts... ok time for breakfast! I mean lunch. =)
 
  Oh ya, yesterday went to celebrate my best friend 精爷 Jing Ye`s birthday, it was just a small celebration. We had dinner together, then went to cyber cafe to play some DotA, well no bad, it`s great that we went out yesterday. :)

Myth solved*

  This song is 《爱你》 by  陈芳语 Kimberly, a singer from Singapore.
  My story of this song is start from the moment when I listened to this song from the radio in my car while I`m driving. At first I knew nothing about the song, but I`m already addicted to the song.

  Again and again after a few times I had listened to this song from radio, I started to remind myself to search for this song and download it, actually it was just couple of days ago.

  The song is beautiful, 爱你 means Loving You. Whenever I was listening to the chorus of the song, my ex-girlfriend`s look was appeared in my mind. I thought i was still loving her, but the fact is, my heart didn`t have any response. So now I keep playing the song to find out what is happening. Soon, I found that it`s happened not because of I still loving her (and I`m not loving her), the answer is simple, it is just because of that this song has the power to bring out the memory of my first love, not the person, but the feel of love. As for short, it makes me wanna get into a new relationship.

  Anyway, this song is really great, and Kimberly`s sound is great too. Her sound holds a special power, which enhanced the power of the lyric and the song. A perfect match.

 

a good movie

这种感觉。。。

  这种感觉。。。真是咽不下去的感觉

  被她说我是她最差的男朋友，当下的感觉就是“什么？？？？？？”

  竟然被她说成这个样子，这是有够炸到，很想骂回去可是却已被 block 了，这种吃死猫的感觉真是 fuu 一千万次都不足够。

  我不作出任何回应，而且在我看到她那么写的时候已经把我给  block 掉了，可是我心里也是想着很多东西我不写出来罢了，有些东西不讲出来，也是为了积阴德，不然以后有什么事发生在我自己身上。。。可是控制不了心里一定有说些乱七八糟的东西，唉，搞到我心情顿时变得非常的差，非常的差。。。应该是前世的因带给我今世的果～

  总之就很不爽很不服被那么认为，很不开心心情很糟突然间对任何事都没有心机，可是又硬逼自己不要解释。。。T.T 干。。。顶着心口咽不下去。。。为她作出过的牺牲什么仿佛像是都在她有了新男朋友后好狠地变成假的～

  好想去喝酒醉掉什么也别管。。。可是身边没有可信任的酒友。。。TnT

Words of today!

Rather Sparse 

This two words mean, scattered, rare or very few. hmm..... Miss Astro Final now, the girls are so sok, that body shape......... yummy :P

Today went to KL

  Oh today went to KL and bought a camera... Canon Ixus 300... macam yes the guy teach me how to play this toy cause he has it too, our camera are red color.

  And recently dont know why feel soo soooo soooooo sooooooooo tired, sienz.... so less update... help help~ maybe is i feel down after I decided not to go Genting work... T.T

@@

  Today is a @@ again, because I cant make the decision that, should I go Genting work or not.


  2B or not 2B. That`s the Question.

  Good night omg it`s already 02:25 @.@

  @@.@@ 4-eye alien is going to sleep now Good night.

@.@

  Got something to write, but not now. So I`m having this @.@ look at the moment.

Words of the not-today

  I downloaded the 100th episode of Adventure Time. I have already watched it but I re-watch today. 

  And by doing this I learned this sentence: Cut to the chase.
  it means straight to the point, without wasting time.
  Cool man I love Adventure Time.

  Adventure Time is currently showing in the channel 616 of Astro, the Cartoon Network. 

  Yes this is a cartoon. But so what?

  Adventure time is my second most favorite cartoon, and the first, of course it`s Phineas and Ferb.

  I dont know how to describe Phineas and Ferb, maybe someday I`ll write an article about it, not today, I`m too busy, haha

  I watch Adventure Time with no subtitles and english version. I choose to watch originally as their talks are more fun in english and awesome, easy english, very good for a beginner to learn english. By the way as I mentioned it`s more fun to watch it in english, but I still cant 100% understand all the things they said, but I still can learn how they speak english, it enhances one`s english speaking power. Adventure Time yeah

...well let`s cut to the chase sometimes when you talking to somebody who non-stop talking to you when you got something important you need to tell him! bahahaha let`s have a song from Phineas and Ferb at the moment, my favorite song in the cartoon~~~~~~~!

Today

  Today is Tuesday. Yesterday is Monday. Tomorrow will be Wednesday.

  Yesterday 2am only sleep, tonight must 1am sleep. Tomorrow must 12am sleep.

  Monday woke up at 7.20am. Today woke up at 11am. Tomorrow must be awake before 9am.

  Then I must start to change my attitude and go train. Choo Choo

  Know what means choo choo? hope there`s people know what "Choo Choo" means.

  Tips: You cant see it.

 



  Oh ya I saw a facebook news, there`s a page which is selling a RM280 2TB hard disk... I must get this. Finally something I wanted for a long time is coming soon!

dont take for granted

I have 3 months holiday now, so I must not waste these 3 months. I must do something, like self-improvements.

But I`m not going to work, because I want to study when I still have the chance, so fck you career, fck u. But will take part-time job if there`s any. Croupier, I want it too but my uncles dont like about it. I dont want my parents to be forced to listen to their stupid words. So, train. Choo, choo

其实，不会说等到老了才会后悔没有机会读到书。。。或是读不到书。。。

我现在就有如读不到书，我也觉得很难受。。。干。。。难道我老了咩。。。

我真的很想读书。。。不是因为怕被叔叔骂而去读书，而是我真的很想读书。。。

我不会再吊儿郎当什么是都不上心。。。讨厌这样的人也讨厌这样的自己。。。很可恶。。。

救命拜托。。。给我读啊 MMU。。。

My feeling

  Now i`m feeling like going into the hell... i dont know what to do next... wtf....... fuck it..... chibai...... diu.... stupid MMU.... why dont want earn my money fck you chibai lan jiao........ fcker........ diu diu diu...............

进入了。。。瓶颈。。。

进入了瓶颈，是个角落，这次我完了。
这下我不懂我能够做些什么，暂时能够想得到的就是有少许的后悔， MMU 拒绝了我的申请，我现在才知道，可能是这一两天的事了，我很害怕，很担心，我不要给叔叔骂，可是现在不是但这些事情的时候，有什么明天立刻打过去问个清楚，我一定要拿到这个机会。。。希望有走后门的方法吧，我不要错失这个机会，我真的是要读书的，我不是要玩玩下的，现在要做到东西就是明天早点起身立刻打过去问，先不能让叔叔们知道，不然我会被骂惨，不然就是要面对他们那些刻薄的说话，很可怕的，不行不行，我自己来跟他们 deal 一下先，我不要失败。。。够了。。。

fck the world

  just... go fck the world

Facebook news

Just now saw a status like this: Yes it`s right

Chong Bin

很想跟媽媽抱怨說
讀書讀書真的好苦好苦哦

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HONGKONG GANGNAM STYLE

IT`S HONGKONG SUPERSTAR STYLE!!! CHECK IT OUT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R89xEvkMWwo

Pokemon~~

  Recently no mood to update blog~~ haiz still waiting for the result very gan jiong la~ ><

Poke to the head

Poke to the head

Ya today totally Poked to the head.....

Check this out

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=3333843365189&ref=notif&notif_t=video_comment

2012/10/8 Day

  Dinner at Shunka. So, Sushi King? fck u no more thanks HAHA
  Shunka? yes yes I`m eat and try every food I can order from your menu! slowly...buahahaha

Blogspot to me

  Every human being has stresses. Every human being needs to find a way to relieve stresses.

  Blogspot is a old-new good way for me to relieve my stresses. :)

NO.RISKS.ALLOWED

  It seems that my life is a no-risks-allowed type. I can`t "live" without my uncles.

  Don`t get me wrong, I`m not depending on them, instead, I`m not allowed to live without their orders and unkindly words. They always give me a lot of words to listen. It`s good, I know, they are telling their experiences to me, I gain something even though I`m just listen, to their harshful-past-life-experiences. I have no comments for them, but they always giving me comments.

  I sleep late, but wake up at 12pm, what`s wrong with that? I`m not working now, I`m not studying now, I`m having my HOLIDAY and I do help in my shop every afternoon, I just sleep a little bit late, I`m not playing computer games from afternoon until 3am mid night, I`m not going out to meet friends every day every night, why is this so, Very guilty huh? Common I`m not the only one who do this ok? Don`t bind me up with something you`re not willing to do to your child weih, I`ve been your puppet ever since I graduated from PEI YUAN, then you all send me to Mega-lanjiao-tech, saying that take E&E, take Diploma in Megatech here and go UK for Degree, then I come out and become a professional Engineer, after all, this is my most shameful decision yet in my life.

  Now UK degree is not recognised by local government, I`m truly shit-out when I found this truth. I handed my life to them, thought they are REALLY can help me, but I`m wrong, this is my fault, for 100% believing in them, however there`s one uncle who has been really helping me out at all the time, although he scolded me a lot, but he`s the best uncle among 4 of them, Uncle Ah Bee, I really respect him and do what he said now, maybe it`s because the difference of our ages are not too much. The others? listen is enough, do? fark it. Their words are not worth to believe with, must think before and after they speak any shit things, course they only know to critic me in front of my father, such a sucker. Now I have nowhere to go, I`m just hope that MMU can accept my shit results.

  Why I get shit results? Of course it`s mt fault. I listened to them, they told me, pass is ok already, pass is ok already, everything will be alright. My fault for totally listening to them, and not trying to aim for better score. It`s my fault.

  ok done for today, conclusion is, it`s my fault that handed my future to the others` hand. Yes it`s my fault.

Sharing is caring

  Today I saw a picture in my laptop, it is a very funny picture that I saw on 9gag. I have always been wanted to share it, haha now I`ll do it here.

Ahahaha this photo is soooooo funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

And the Mooncake Festival has finished, October has come, more things to go and happen in this month, and I must get the chance to pursuit my study in MMU, Wish me LUCK!!!!!!! (I`m praying for it almost every day, I`ll do it every day now >< )

我不奢望有人按讚，因為我知道這是一篇深度文

今天，在网上看到这篇文章，非常值得分享。

Enjoy yourself

This is a great article


【勵志】從畢業時的月入3000到三年後億萬身家

　　但我立志三年後要月入3萬

　　是在一家廣告公司，每天跑業務

　　我每天都很勤懇地和前輩學習，

　　連修理印表機都自學成才了

　　老闆看我很努力，多有嘉許

　　畢業半年後轉正，薪水3300

　　經理找我談，

　　說如我願接受夜班，可再加500

　　我沒動心

　　因為晚上是自我提升的寶貴時間

　　我泡圖書館，借了財務的書來看

　　自己必須有一技之長才有立足之地

　　我開始準備CPA和CFA

　　廣告業務也慢慢上了正軌

　　拿到了單，為公司創造了效益

　　年底公司發了2000的年終獎

　　工作滿一年，我向老闆提出加薪

　　老闆沒同意，只說年輕人要多學

　　我非常認同，便更加努力

　　下班後我還發揮大學的長處

　　為小朋友補習功課

　　每週補習10小時，每月40小時

　　每小時我收費40元

　　相當於薪水又多了1600元

　　我去考了CFA一級

　　可惜沒過，但我並不氣餒

　　我需要更加努力

　　到了第二年年底，加了300薪水

　　每月3600，加上獎金有時能到4000

　　家教做的也不錯，現在50元每小時了

　　東家幫我介紹了別家客戶

　　每月補50小時

　　家教收入也達到了2500

　　通過兩年的努力，我有了一些積蓄

　　差不多一萬

　　我開了一個淘寶店，先是幫人充話費

　　後來賣點卡

　　無人問津，有時朋友幫襯一下

　　有朋友說必須得刷出來好評才有人買

　　然後我想了想，自己小號買給好評

　　然後被發現了，店被封了

　　申述未果

　　雖然沒賺什麼錢，不過也沒虧

　　年中又考了一次CFA一級，這次過了

　　對未來又有了更多期望

　　交了女朋友，她月薪2000

　　我抱著她，憧憬未來

　　我向她保證，畢業3年一定年薪30萬

　　她不信，說已經兩年半了還看不到希望

　　我就拿出我攢的一萬塊錢，進入了股市

　　開始運氣好，很快一萬變成了兩萬

　　我信心愈發強了

　　這樣慢慢經營下去，又過了3個月

　　股市跳水，只剩下了500

　　後來女朋友跑了，但我並不氣餒

　　不過，眼看著快到畢業三年的時間

　　我還只是一個月6000上下的收入

　　於是我放大招了，使出了最後的一搏

　　我把我的薪水換算成了越南盾

　　共計月入約1.97億元

　　是的，我超額實現畢業時的理想了。。。。
















想飙粗口的就尽情地大声发泄出来吧WAAGAGAGGAHAAGAHAHAHH

ooo hoo~~~~

  ooo hoo~~~~ gg.com~~

  Uniten has sent an email to me, informed me that my registration was unsuccessful !

  Ok this time I gg.com~~

  however, I do dont want to go to Uniten due to lot of lot of problems, I rather study in MMU.......

  So, here`s the question.

  So if I wanna pursue my study in MMU, will they take me? ok 1 question enough... the others, dont bother it =_= so now I`ve got a big problem... i gotta go back to uncle house, and prepare the documents again, and do another registration, and also have to stay in his house for 1 week again... that really kills me very much...

  Coz it`s not good living under the other people`s house, watch out for the dangerous and awkward eye-contact!

holy Shittt

  How am I going to elaborate my feelings??? Hard to tell??? Complicates??? fckkk... dont wanna get so malang again la, I want this la..... adui Mr.Chin

I.HAVE.A.VERY.BAD.FEELING

  After Last Thursday, though my job has done,but after I ask the stuff in the post office, my heart was started to have a serious worriness since that moment. I cant lie to myself, my laziness has brought a very serious consequence to myself. As in the coming 3 months, I might just doing nothing!!!

  I hate myself...fck Chin Yong Leong...

this tired week

  Ah fuuuuuuuuuu this tired week, so tired until I even slept at 10pm yesteryday, auto woke up 7am this morning yet I still feel ultra sleepy!!! I`m not going to write what happend this week coz i totally no mood to write them, it`s too much and i`m lazy to write it.... well since i have settled it today, ah finally I can sleep until late late tomorrow!!!! Uncle not at home, 2 annoying kids are going to school, haha nothing is going to stop me from sleep gao gao tomorrow!!! not even sun! coz i have air con here!!!ＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡＨＡ

 So just a short update, maybe will write something tomorrow... aih Biohazard 5, totally speechless...... poker face when i got out from the theater.................... oh my gosh.......................... good night yay!

trooll-ing at megatech

  le me doing something （must censor this part if not I will die kao kao） in Megatech, so I randomly found this MV in le jen chin`s laptop, so I open and listen... hmmm currently listening to this song. (while doing the xxx)

tonight

  woohoo wahhhahahaha I saw this video on Youtube jsut now, and i think poeple should really check this out... Ryan Higa`s latest video! Clenching my Booty (a parody of As Long As You Love Me by Justin Bieber)

Clenching my Booty

ok well, then I got a new thought at a time like this, I miss somebody, and when I do, I`ll take out the photos and see, after that I`ll be fine. That`s it! Everyone must move forward! Never stay at the same point :)

Somehow I do understand his feelings

  Check this out.

  Truths are always non-easily-visible to the public

http://banner.jbtalks.cc/forum2/thread-1284101-1-1.html#.UEyS6o3ibRL

突然听着一首歌

  这里有 Unifi，所以看到有什么video 就 download 先罢了，然后才听。
  看到有人shared 蘇打綠 sodagreen 的【當我們一起走過】，就下载来听了，顺便也找埋那首之前很红的【你在煩惱什麼】来听听看。
 
  【當我們一起走過】刚听罢了，我就从它的歌词想到一些东西，就来这里写着先了。
  我们的伤痛，好像都没有人来陪我们各自去一起走过。至少我知道的是，我没有。可是我能猜测到的是你现在有了。

  觉得好像是我现在的身份并不能被他们接受，突然这个隐藏的想法就萌起来了。


  这几天一直听到我亲戚播放的BigBang的【Monster】，我说过我喜欢这首歌的唯一原因是因为里面有钢琴的元素，我很喜欢钢琴所发出的声音，所以我也觉得喜欢上这首歌了。它的副歌和钢琴的part 配合得很好，当你一听到副歌的部分时，你闭上眼睛就能够幻想到一双无名的手，轻巧地在弹钢琴。可是问题又出现了，副歌的部分我只听懂的那两句话，真是他妈的从黑洞里抓回那个感觉出来了。干... 野生的草泥马出现了。选者对战还是逃跑？

突然间

  很一个突然间，我去垃圾桶里把删除了的那两封信息给挖出来，放回去inbox里，好让我时常可以看回。我不想问我自己在做什么，只是想到要这样做就做吧，不用编理由的。





  然后，心情就好多了。 :)

Liar!

  Ok i`m so sorry that i didnt keep my promise, i was not updating my blog until now @@ Tomorrow night will surely do! Since i`ll be quite free tomorrow night... ok and wish that I can enter UniTen successfully... Cheer! night night

Back to my home

  Awhh today I feel so tired! Ok it`s late now so I`m not gonna writetoo much things, I`ll continue tomorrow, it will be my review on my first hand of 3DS XL. hehe

  Good night!

I`m back to blogspot

  I started blogging few years ago, not too long. Then I stopped on 2010, and returned on 2011, but that wasn`t last too long.

  Today, I`ve back. Many has changed since the last blog I posted on the other blog. The reason that I open this new blog, other than continue posting at the previous blog is, I feel that not only things that surrounding me has changed, me myself, has also changed a lot. I posses a different mind, body and soul presently. Yet I still like to type, like writing my daily stuffs, waiting comments, looking forward to something new and exciting. 

  Today what I`m gonna say is that, move forward... and I forgot what I wanna write again @.@

  Ah... just wanna write something! I was not consistently update my blog, but in the future I hope that I wont repeat that anymore, and also no more get stuck in the rut... gotta get to somewhere, forget the past, get myself a new experience! I gotta do exercises, build muscles, get a better life, get awaken, get new friends, get a new life, that`s what I want now.

And forget the past, I have to do it, forget somebody who was meant a lot to me, and a group of people which I like very much.

Transfer my facebook life to writing life, that`s better huh? I assume that it is...